Androgenous (Senior Poetry)

May. 10th, 2026 01:41 pm
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Ronald as a Dame

Bitter old wrinkled woman, scrutinizes… everything
Sits and stares into space, barely wondering, barely noticing,
Anything that does not coincide with her long memory,
Failing eyesight, or loss of hearing,
Lovely lady, walks with a cane
How young is she?
Possibly ninety-eight? Two lifetimes ago, is there anything
She hasn’t seen, she has slowly been accustom to change
Well accustomed, maybe over presuming,
One needs to unlock her ancient secrets,
Bitter mind, tight as a safe,
Who once might she have been?
No longer willing to touch anything,
Dying for human touch, wasting away

I have an old friend Richard
I see signs of rigidity set in
It’s not Rigor mortis,
But unwillingness to accept more change
He served in a war, lived two long lives,
Lived with the Eskimos,
Pedaling his a racing machine
Through wind and rain, raised two
Kids, when his first wife abandoned him,
Is done with reality, says the world today
Is insane, can no longer make senses of anything
No, it’s not Alzheimers, it’s long range resistance to change
To see the world he worked so hard to create, suddenly falling apart
Beginning to go down the drain, must be heart wrenching.
Refusal to take part in anything, and this could be him,
Sitting alone, ignoring the world, needing a friend yet not willing
And this could be him, aside from the obvious gender status
Looking at the world through old colored glasses, trying to forget everything
Trying to remember who and where he is, after going millions of miles,
Who cares if his only daughter associates as gay.
Who cares if we’re male or female at the end of our day?
We all identify as old, each in our own way,
So, let’s go 2+LGBTQ and sometimes Old, decrepit and old,
Those who society discards and throws away,
Once we reach that certain old age,
Unless we make centenarian
The we begin again
Like ancient peoples from a dying race,
Just hang up your shingle
“Gone fishing” ~psp


Ancient Battles

Send old men to war with their wrinklies and their warts!
With their bulging veins on those skinny legs,
With their bulging knees, and if enough
Of us stand up against the enemy,
We probably outnumber them about one to three.
Three of us and one of them.
The only way they’ll succeed is over our dead bodies
But Canada’s a vast country
The only way we can defend this expansive property,
The second longest border in the world,
Is by building a wall of China
Or a Mexican fence,
So how about we use our numbers,
To just make peace with our neighbors
Like Moses and Jesus told us.
Love thy enemy, love thy neighbor as thyself
This animosity has been going on since eternity
Survival of the fittest ape and humanity ~psp

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Garden Green

May. 9th, 2026 03:49 pm
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Spring plant sale
The beginning of spring
Varieties of leaves wave on
O, me, what will happen to me?
Sea of leafy green from wall to wall,
Garden growers call, and lost mariners stall,
Looking for land on which to refuge from it all
I quickly find the magazines, to help make sense,
Of this, “Look it up on your phone, if you don’t know
What plant it be,” comes the green thumb advice to me,
I don’t use cellphones, I defiantly said; It may have fallen
On deaf ears, Oh, well. I prefer natural communication
“Everything 50 % off!” shout the market shipmates,
And garden hoes marching about this makeshift
Vessel. “Early comers pay full prices, but
Latecomers pay half!” for the dregs
(That’s good, I guess…)
I find a pile of magazines to cling to
Digging through the colorful pics,
For my art, of tangled gardens
I consider them works of art
And the hands that made them, impressionist art
Androgynous green swims through my head
Once there was a Garden in a Cosmic Sea,
Now they sell flowers to plant in the trees
“One dollar each, but they’re now 50 cents”
Do you take credit? – “Sorry, cash only.”
Comes the answer – Well then,
It looks like it’s not my lucky day!
A space in time where two worlds meet.
I leave empty handed but filled with
Inspiration and remorse
A mental picture
Of what lies ahead
Have a wonderful summer
May your gardens all flourish! ~psp

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Little things

May. 9th, 2026 08:54 am
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Puttering around the house this morning, doing all sorts of little maintenance things. Watering the new grass-and-clover mix in the back yard, brushing a cat, refilling the dish soap dispenser. The foaming hand soap dispenser in the kitchen is starting to run low so I looked online to remind myself what the ratio of soap-to-water is (1 part soap to 5 parts water). In doing so I discovered that the designers made it easy for you - fill the clear part at the bottom with soap, then fill the rest to the 'max fill' line under the metal portion with water and voila - just the right ratio without needing an external measure. I love little details like that, where designers work with the product to make it easier to use and aesthetically pleasing.

Constant Craving

May. 8th, 2026 07:52 pm
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" 'Man and Woman are connected by an invisible red thread.'

This legend is rooted in Japanese culture and beliefs and symbolizes fate and the power of bonding. The red thread represents the idea that you are fatefully connected to the person you are meant to meet. It is also a soothing lullaby that allows you to accept whatever reality you are faced with as a fate you cannot go against." 


Katsu Nakajima  -  "Red String" via

Attraction is the motivation.

Augustine’s conception of love as “a kind of craving” — the Latin appetitus, from which the word appetite is derived — and his assertion that “to love is indeed nothing else than to crave something for its own sake,” Arendt is propelling love. amor mundi — “love of the world”. The ancient Greeks, in their pioneering effort to order the chaos of the cosmos, neatly taxonomized them into filial love (the kind we feel for siblings, children, parents, and friends), eros (the love of lovers), and agape (the deepest, purest, most impersonal and spiritual love). Inseparable from the deepest wellspring of love: the personal, self-love, the mirror from love of other.



Illustration from An ABZ of Love, Kurt Vonnegut’s favorite vintage Danish guide to sexuality

So long as we desire temporal things, we are constantly under this threat, and our fear of losing always corresponds to our desire to have. via

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May. 8th, 2026 04:13 pm
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Dad got the okay to drive. Started the car and the rear breaks were grinding...so let's add a break job to the list of bills.

Dad starts work Monday. He is pretty mad about being dropped to 20 hours especially since he was told that he didn't have to worry about being out.

He talked with the boss that is leaving and it turns out that she will stay on for 2 days a week, mostly for bookkeeping. She told Dad that they were getting an order for P-coats and that his expertise was needed since no one knows how to press them. They also asked him if he could pick up some patterns as the woman that makes their patterns lives around the block from us.

The visiting nurse likes him enough that she will continue to do blood draws for him, but switch to Friday afternoons when he is home from work. That is nice. They are not supposed to do that. I think it works out for her as well as she lives a few streets over from us so her last call is close to home.

Dad was outside mowing the lawn. He hasn't done that since 2022. He really shouldn't do it, but if he's strong enough Im not going to stop him.

Tomorrow Dad wants me to go into work with him so he can see if any changes have been made. He was told his key would still work. His old boss will be there.

He was told that they are having a pizza party for him on Wednesday. Not Monday since Ted boss isn't in on Monday. Dad isn't supposed to have pizza. Sigh. Typical.. Pizza doesn't pay the bills.

While I am not pleased with what is happening at his job I am happy that he will be getting out of the house. Being alone isn't great for him.

The return

May. 7th, 2026 07:37 pm
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So far the new office is ... fine. They managed to wire the window offices for internet (but not the internal ones), so my connection has been steady. It's roughly the same time in the commute that it was to the old office, but with a longer walk at the end (a couple blocks versus just across the street). Have to cross a major street, but there's a pedestrian tunnel that allows one to pass under the street.

On the plus side, we have solid doors with locks on them (the old building had glass internal walls and doors), so if you need some quiet it's there.

I will admit to getting home Monday, backing into the garage, and as the garage door was coming down saying to myself, "Well, that was fun; let's never do it again." Heh.
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A security researcher did some poking around and discovered a bad thing with the Edge browser. Every browser wants you to trust them with your passwords and credit card data. At least in the case of Edge and passwords, that trust may be unwarranted.

The researcher stored a password and then captured all the memory. And found the password in plaintext. Unencrypted, unhashed. Completely readable. Microsoft dismissed this finding, saying that the computer would have to be compromised by malware for this to be a vulnerability.

Well, guess what. COMPUTERS GET COMPROMISED BY MALWARE ON A REGULAR BASIS. THIS IS A PROBLEM.

The Edge browser is based on Google's Chrome browser. There are many browsers based on Chrome, and apparently they take the very minimal resources required to encrypt or hash said passwords.

No word if this problem exists on Edge browser on other operating systems such as Mac.

Now, here's the really bonus extra-stupid thing. If I'm a user on a computer, and I want to view a password for a web site, I HAVE TO ENTER MY LOGIN PASSWORD TO VIEW IT. It's already been decrypted and stuffed into memory in plaintext, but I have to authenticate myself to view it!

This is quite an amazing level of stupidity. The amount of CPU resources required to decrypt one password for one web site is miniscule. There is zero reason to decrypt all of those passwords and stuff them into ram where any malware can steal them.

https://www.pcmag.com/news/researcher-finds-microsoft-edge-stored-passwords-load-in-plaintext

https://yro.slashdot.org/story/26/05/06/2014204/microsoft-edge-stores-passwords-in-plaintext-in-ram

The End Of The Internet

May. 8th, 2036 08:07 pm
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i just migrated back to dreamwidth because livejournal began to block their own users from accessing our own pages
we are a technology at war, and i don't see any simple solutions
the landscape is changing too fast for me as a user to keep up with it
but this is of course what 'they' want, is to confuse the hell out of us until we give up
LJ is now fully russian and excluding international users by way of their government bank controlled Sber ID to pay or update or register
LJ is no longer welcoming foreigners
a handful of us that hung on til now are blocked from commenting to friends
welcome to the gulag of the internet
we are in a digital prison now
dreamwidth appears to be the last bastion for free bloggers
social media is too busy and chaotic
i think i'm done with digital media
going back to being human
cheers
https://dw-maintenance.dreamwidth.org/86004.html

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May. 5th, 2026 09:18 pm
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There were some lovely Italian chocolates at my door when I came home this evening. Yummy. THANK YOU.

Dad had a dr appointment today. We were there 2.5 hours. We got the shower bag so now Dad can shower. Yay. Instructions are to shower the Day I change his bandages. Let's see if he listens.

He asked about driving and the NP said it was 90 days after post op. I said I wish he was told that before so that he could have had a better understanding. We thought it would be once the chest is healed and I know that in all other heart operations it is 8 week...he is at 10. She asked if he was back to work and I said things changed with a new boss. They wanting him driving, but he's afraid they won't wait for him until June. She asked about getting The RIDE from Mass Transit. I said I am familiar with that and he would be picked up just fine, but it could take him 4 hours to get home at night. In the end she told him that if he tolerates the next medicine change that he could drive on the highway late next week. She needs to know that he won't get dizzy or pass out from a new med they are trying him on. She suggested that he try local driving this weekend. He was happy. And told everyone that he could start driving... and I told everyone not that far yet. I know he will push it. Now let's see if work will really take him back part time.

The NP told me that things will find there new normal by July. I hope so.

The new Murderbot novella(?) is out!

May. 5th, 2026 12:53 am
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It released Tuesday at midnight, the title is Platform Decay. One thing that's nice about buying mostly ebooks is instant access. :-) The author, Martha Wells, recently announced that the next book may be the last in the series, especially since she only has one more under contract. She said that she's happy where SecUnit is and she doesn't want the series to go on indefinitely, plus she's happily at work on a new fantasy series, of which she has two books out right now.

She also has the Murderbot Apple TV show to work with, we shall see how long that series continues.

This book is clocking in at 170-180 pages.

https://www.polygon.com/murderbot-diaries-series-finale-martha-wells-interview/

Edward Steichen | White (1935)

May. 4th, 2026 10:47 pm
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Edward Jean Steichen (Luxembourgish: [ˈʃtɑɪ̯ɕən]; March 27, 1879 – March 25, 1973) was a Luxembourgish American photographer, painter and curator and a pioneer of fashion photography.

1935 gelatin..silver. photo...0 ... a tiled wall, a sand floor and a large white horse with three elegantly dressed women

Photographer Edward Jean Steichen via

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Plato's Allegory of the Cave

May. 4th, 2026 08:24 pm
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When we consider the great wisdom of antiquity and how much Homer excelled in intellectual prudence, and in an accurate knowledge of every virtue, it must not be denied that he has obscurely indicated the images of things of a more divine nature in the fiction of a fable. It would be absurd for Homer to expect, that in describing a cave fabricated merely by poetical license and thus artificially opening a path to Gods and men in the region of Ithaca, he should gain the belief of mankind. And it is equally absurd to suppose, that nature herself should point out, in this place, one path for the descent of all mankind, and again another path for all the Gods. For, indeed, the whole world is full of Gods and men; but it is impossible to be persuaded, that in the Ithacensian cave men descend, and Gods ascend. Cronius therefore, having premised this much, says, that it is evident, not only to the wise but also to the vulgar, that the poet, under the veil of allegory, conceals some mysterious signification; thus compelling others to explore what the gate of men is and also what is the gate of the Gods.The Pythagoreans. and after them Plato, showed that the world is a cavern and a den. For the powers which are the leaders of souls, thus speak in a verse of Empedocles: “Now at this secret cavern we’re arrived.”


Plato's Allegory of the Cave stablediffusion

And by Plato, in the seventh book of his Republic, it is said, Behold men as if dwelling in a subterraneous cavern, and in a denlike habitation, whose entrance is widely expanded to the admission of the light through the whole cave.” But when the other person in the dialogue says: You adduce an unusual and wonderful similitude,” he replies, “The whole of this image, friend Glauco, must be adapted to what has been before said, assimilating this receptacle, which is visible through the sight to the habitation of a prison; but the light of the fire which is in it to the power of the sun.

Plato's Allegory of the Cave. via. ♫¸.•*¨♥✿♪

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May. 4th, 2026 08:21 pm
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Today Dad called me to find out the phone number of an auto repair place so he can get the car breaks looked at. He said that the breaks were grinding when he took his secret ride. I said no. He wanted to take the car to the place and then walk home. It's a 2 mile walk. He wants to drop the car off and then walk back to get it...and pay with a credit card because he is not working. I dont think an 83 year old with an electric heart should be walking 4 miles. He also can't ask for someone to pick him up because he is not supposed to drive. He can't wait for me as the place is closed by the time I get home.

I'm trying not to blow up at him because I know he is still hurt about the shitty people at work, but he is stressing me out. I want to strangle him with his extension cord.

Tomorrow is another dr appointment. A cousin is going to bring him in. He is supposed to get the special equipment that will allow him to shower. I have a dream of them telling him he can drive...but I am not holding my breath. I will ask if they think he is safe on the trains, because he just can't stay home and do nothing. We need his pay and if he stays home he is going to get into trouble or do something stupid. That and if he can't drive I need to cancel the cardiac rehab on May 27th.
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“High at the head a branching olive grows
And crowns the pointed cliffs with shady boughs.
A cavern pleasant, though involved in night,
Beneath it lies, the Naiades delight:
Where bowls and urns of workmanship divine
And massy beams in native marble shine;
On which the Nymphs amazing webs display,
Of purple hue and exquisite array,
The busy bees within the urns secure
Honey delicious, and like nectar pure.
Perpetual waters through the grotto glide,
A lofty gate unfolds on either side;
That to the north is pervious to mankind:
The sacred south t’immortals is consign’d.”


William Russell Flint illustration for the Odyssey. via.

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Moving over from Livejournal

May. 3rd, 2026 11:47 pm
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I’m finally moving over from Livejournal, after 2 decades. Although Dreamwidth is not as robust, it’s all that seems to be left out there of this sort of sevice.

LJ began in San Francisco as a robust journaling and blogging platform. Used to be that none in the world could sign up and use it to post content. It was sold to an investor from Georgia (USSR), and the servers were then moved to Ukraine. Aside from being blocked for using VPN and Ad Blocker, the browser I’m using seems to be under fire for built in VPN among other glitches. Over time the Sber ID Russian bank gained possession of the platform to monetize it. It slowly became a Russian Fakebook. As of 2018, the platform no longer accepted foreign currency for account upgrades, and now only allows registration using Sber ID government bank ID. This means, the government owns you and knows where you live, so you better behave. Anyway, the older grandfathered accounts lost traction with the new identity and are slowly becoming ostracized by the platform, ie. Russians only. And it is now a gated community, to which I no longer feel welcome. So, I’m moving over to post my thoughts and interests on art, poetry and music.

Anyone who would like a back history on my blog of the past 20 years, can go to Livejournal here

http:/pigshitpoet.livejournal.com

"The noontide sun, call’d forth the multitudinous winds, And ‘twixt the green sea and the azured vault. Set roaring wind: to the dread rattling storm. And deeper than did ever plummet sound I’ll drown in my good book.

So Much Music, So Little Time. ♫¸.•*¨♥✿♪ https://pigshitpoet.livejournal.com.
*(Music by subject and genre links and indices)

*That's what I do, drink coffee and listen to music. ♫¸.•*¨♥✿♪

Follow the links beneath the cut for music genres...

♫¸.•*¨♥✿♪ Music for you : *...Playlists

Genres :
piano
classical
choral
guitar
flute
saxophone

jazz
swing
samba
cha-cha
vintage jazz
john coltrane
groove
smooth jazz
souljazz
vocal
funk
soul
more soul
gospel
world music
reggae
afro
fusion
miles davis
hot jazz
avant garde
frank zappa

acid
electronic
disco
shakira she wolf
techno pop
chillout
trip hop
garbage milk
trance dance
dead can dance
dreary music
steampunk
lounge
space age bachelor
music for an italian afternoon
easy listening
dreamy music
ambient
soundtracks

pop music
old pops
rock n roll
pop 60s
john lennon
david bowie pablo picasso
folk song
ramblin jack elliott
joni mitchell
great lake swimmers
bob dylan
surf
more surf
california dreaming
alt pop
peaches
tom waits
blues bawls
rhythm n blues
more blues
blues rock
boogie
fucking country
rap
punk
iggy pop
L7
heavy metal
cock rock
jimi hendrix
hendrix
led zeppelin

prog rock
psychedelic
psych folk
folk rock
eric clapton
grateful dead
white stripes
rockin in the free world
sargent pepper
santana
more santana
rock ballads
pink floyd
nights in white satin
whiter shade of pale
moody blues

songs to live by
a beautiful song

*An eclectic mix of pop culture, eclectic music, fine art, trivialities, ephemera, curiosities, and exotica with a smattering of current events, social commentary, science, history, English language and literature, videos, and humor.

. Playlists ♫¸.•*¨♥✿♪

enjoy!

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Fight fire with.... infrasound?

May. 3rd, 2026 05:33 pm
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This is pretty cool. A startup founded by a former NASA engineer has created a device for extinguishing fire with infrasound: super low frequency sound waves that literally push the oxygen away from the fire, denying the fire of one of the things that it needs for combustion!

It's safe to be around when it's in operation as it doesn't destroy or deplete the oxygen in the area, i.e. you won't asphyxiate, and being low frequency it won't damage the hearing of people or pets. In the video there's a demonstration of the device in use on a simulated oil pan kitchen fire, which it extinguishes in under 30 seconds.

There are a lot of unanswered questions, such as will it activate again if the fire reignites, what are long-term maintenance requirements, what about furniture, mattress, or electrical fires, crosswinds, etc. So far, the company hasn't released any specifics as to how its testing is being conducted, nor have any units been released for third parties to verify testing conditions or parameters.

The company also hopes that the unit could be used to fight wildfires, such as mounted on the front of bulldozers. It's working with one California wildfire agency to see if such testing can be done.

https://arstechnica.com/gadgets/2026/05/startup-says-sound-waves-can-replace-fire-sprinklers-experts-arent-so-sure/

Last holiday pics

May. 3rd, 2026 12:01 pm
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Almost back

May. 2nd, 2026 09:51 pm
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I head back to the office on Monday, part of the first wave of folks moving into our new office building. Hopefully the internet will work; supposedly we're going to be on hotspots, which does not sound like a sustainable model. And based on the calls with the few leadership folks who've been in the office, the connection will be ... less than optimal. Whatever. Y'all set the conditions and I'll do my best to work under them.

Tomorrow I'll have to go through the stuff I hauled home from the old office building and see what needs to go back immediately and what can wait until I decided to drive down.

Hardest part is going to be figuring out the new morning routine so I can get my exercise in, and still make it to the office at a reasonable hour. I know myself well enough to know I have to do it before work or it won't get done, and I've made too much progress this year not to make this happen. Heck, the other day I was able to squat down and play with one of the cats and stay in that position for a while. Not bad for ten months out from knee surgery!

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May. 2nd, 2026 08:10 pm
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I went into Boston today to go to a curiosity and oddity market place. I expected creepy and spooky things mixed with a bit of steampunk. There were some interesting things, but nothing caught my eye. That's good considering the finances with only 1 pay check in a 2 family home. I was hoping to find a small metal victorian bird cage for a crystal skull that I have. I did find out that while I like creepy and spooky, and skeletons and such, I do not really like taxidermy. Perhaps it's the eyes in the beasts.

Then I went to Eataly...a high end Italian market place. There were so many nice things that I would have liked. I settled for a lovely hunk of focaccia bread and som prosciutto. I then did a bit of food shopping at Trader Joes.

Once home my attention was drawn to Dad's car. It wasn't quite where it was when I left. Or, was I imagining it? I walked in the house and asked "Where did you go today"? He said nowhere, that the car is in the same place. I said "Is it"? He went out to the store. He isn't cleared to drive yet. Technically his check is heeled and I feel he should have been driving last week, but still. I told him that this means I can't trust him...at all. That and I was mad.

While I am not happy that he won't do what he is told, I am not as angry as I thought I would be. We were told he could drive as soon as the sternum healed. It is. Usually people are driving 6 to 8 weeks after. Dad is at 10. We are feeling financially unstable and he feels that if he doesn't go back to work soon, even for half days, Tim boss may hire someone to replace him. Dad would have never done this if he thought he would loose his job. I wasn't keen on him having this because I just don't know how much more responsibility I can deal with. I'm doing all I can.
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